Saturday, June 10, 2006

Do You Know Bette and Tina?

The lovely lady who basically outed me to my teacher.

Today in English we were making scrape books because it's the end of the year and i guess they want us to remember the year. Anyway, i brought a few pictures of Katherine Moennig and a bunch of pictures of my friends. Since i sit in the front my teacher started looking at my pictures and i was describing them. She saw the ones of Katherine Moennig and said, "Oh, I know her." I'm not "out" at school so i started blushing and it was awkward. I guess i should add that i know that she's gay because she's mentioned that her partner has graded my test. Plus, she has a picture of her and her girlfriend camping. Also, when we were talking about gay marriage she said it was legal in Hawaii and i told her that it was illegal and she said that she should have known that. But anyway, after she said that she knew Katherine Moennig i wanted to ask if she knew Bette and Tina as well. But i think that would have been a bit awkward and i already know she watches the L Word because i've heard her talking about it. I mean, how weird would it have been if i'd asked her and she said yes. At that moment we both would have been like "oh.. she's gay too?"

2 comments:

Kika said...

Hi nikki!! that's a funny story, I would have asked her to see what she said. I read your post on the board and I think is very brave, so let me know how it goes!
good luck!

Nikki said...

thanks... i umm kinda chickened out.. i REALLY wanted to. but you know how there's never the perfect time. i actually tried to tell her through my writing but i don't think she caught on, i wrote a poem about how hard it is to come out without saying that's what it was about. do you think that coming out to her through email would be a bad idea.. i'm going to see her over the summer cause i'm going to her writing camp but i want to get it off my chest and she told me to stay in touch... anyway.. coming out is so freaking hard and scary!! i wish i could just do it so i can stop freaking out about it..
-Nikki